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| 10:12pm 03/11/2005 |
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WHOOOOOOT lol olives got a JOB lol i work at weinershnitzel lol thank you thank you lol :D i got in for training tomrrow but on bigger news AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG -dances- i get to hang iwht scotty tomorrow!!!!! OH MY FUCKIGN FUCK FUC GOD HES A FOX A BABE A HOTTIE A CUTIE PIE ATTRACTIVE ADORABLE HANDSOME GOOD LOOKIN HOT STUFF ES CALIENTA!!!! and everyother word to describe it lol AHHHHHHH -happy is i ^^- AHHHHHHHHHH lol :D so ill let u know how that goes lol |
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| 12:46am 31/07/2005 |
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mood:  tired music: Aaliyah-more than a women
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umm yah lol so, i got hella faded last night it was muchas fun :P and umm im gonna go get skewl shoes tomorrow lol eww skewl, work OMG!@!!!!!!!! rawr its horrible lol but w/e my mom showed me her bongs today lol it was great <3 i shall continue later >>>>>>>>> |
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| 09:56pm 28/06/2005 |
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mood:  hot music: the ramones-i wanna be sedated
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umm yah its hot, and im bored OMG !!!!! ok today i got this purse at teh thrift store for 5 bucks, and it was the same one i saw 2 years ago at macey's for 150$!!! i was like KEWL
its a moulin rouge purse |
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| 09:03pm 26/04/2005 |
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ARE YOU LARGER THAN A SIZE 12? ARE YOU A SWEETIE? are you pretty? then join prettysweetfats |
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| 04:45pm 17/03/2005 |
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mood:  depressed music: mcr playing in my head
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i was feeling decent this morrning ( pill popin makes the gloom go away for a bit ) then this afternoon it went to shit, all this drama with katie & adrian i felt bad i was contemplating going to the bathroom to cut, but then i was thinking no, if i got caught again they would for sure make me go to the shrink everyday & search me, & i dont want to deal with that shit x_x so i guess mayby tonight ill see if the pills have anything so say to the razor.
Helena
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And whats the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve
to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight |
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| 11:50pm 12/03/2005 |
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hrmmm yah the sky, i changed my journal a bit check it out!
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| 07:45pm 18/12/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: none
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god unfair!!! ok so kaite just called from karls & was like come over & i asked & my mom & dad was like NO U ALREADY WENT OUT TODAY! & U DIDNT GO TO UR GRAMAS THIS MORRNING! god i was fucking sick this morrning shit,,,,,, god i fucking hate there asses.....
saw ASOME they tried to fit 3 of the books into one movie it was actually really bad, like lemony snicket should be ashamed, but it was ok i guess |
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| FUCK YOU MOM FUCK YOU U FRIDGED CUNT |
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| 03:48pm 26/11/2004 |
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mood: pissed fucking off music: non
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FUCK U U STOOPID CUNT!!! god i fucking hate my mom
thanksgiving sucked my ass
went to kalrs drunk some 40s watched manson vidoes had fun
told mom kaites mom was giving me a ride lied, i mean god i can walk it wont kill me, the nwalked home i was OMFP 5 mins later& she fucking ate my ass fucking BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH AHHH I CANT EVER SAY HOW MUCH I FUCKING HATE HER GOD CAN SOMEONE HATE A PERSON THIS FUCKING MUCH!!
did the ice & salt thng it was ok but im cutitng later,, fuck oyu u dont care |
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| 04:15pm 24/11/2004 |
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mood:  crappy
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minimum day.....didnt go to the clinic katie was to scared so we got food & chilled at katies & watched movies & played monopoly & stuff....god i hope i get to go to karls tomorrow i really really need to get away i fucking hate it here
fuck you mom
Protege Moi |
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| 05:49pm 23/11/2004 |
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mood: exhausted
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owwwch... i went to katies for 5th & 6th adrian was there OMFP (oh my fucked placeboism) ive laughed the hardest ive evr laughed today. we were talking bout shit liek that kaites dared hidie to do & butt fucking & i said "i mean how can you let someone put a pice of meat in ur ass & let them fuck you!" omfp HAHAHHA & other shit like jsutm HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
-cant breath- HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
going with kaite to hte teen clinic to get pregnacy test im gonna get one too & tell them i dont know how to put on a condom ... XD |
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| 05:42pm 23/11/2004 |
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mood: bitchy
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[23 Nov 2004|04:58pm]
fresh_new_ccoma
(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want (not anything sketchy at least).
(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. |
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| 05:56pm 22/11/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: narcotic(playing in my head)
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just ordered "once more wiht feelings DVD"it has the videos & stuff ; - ; went to katies for 5th & 6th wiht julissa then skittles & frankie came....adrain was there too. katie showed me her arm it made me feel really bad...so i went into the bathroom & cut to cuts on my uper arm.....the nskittles poped in & was like what are you doing blah bla hablah ...but he didnt catch me.......imm just so empty right now i feel like shit......
Burger Queen Français
Toujours stupéfié par son manque de direction
Hey You, Hey You
Né à la césarienne, sa première opération
Hey You, Hey You
Ses habits avantagent sa pâle complexion
Hey You, Hey You
Et maintenant tant d'efforts pour une si simple érection
Hey You
Méfiez-vous des apparences
ça n'a aucun sens
(x2)
Il drague en boîte et il cherche sa connection
Hey You, Hey You
Pas trop de jouissances mais pas mal d'affection
Hey You, Hey You
Il rêve d'un endroit à la plus belle sélection
Hey You, Hey You
Mais toujours tant d'efforts pour une si simple érection
Hey You
Méfiez-vous des apparences
ça n'a aucun sens
(x3)
Things aren't what they seem
Luxemburger Queen
He's a Burger Queen
Toujours stupéfié par son manque de direction
Hey You, Hey You
Né à la césarienne sa première opération
Hey You, Hey You
Rêve d'un endroit à la plus belle sélection
Hey You, Hey You
Rêve d'un visage à la pure perfection
Hey You
Things aren't what they seem
Luxemburger Queen (x4)
He's a Burger Queen
and in english ..
Burger Queen
Slightly bemused by his lack of direction
Hey You, Hey You
Came to this world by caesarean section
Hey You, Hey You
Chooses his clothes to match his pallid complexion
Hey You, Hey You
Now it takes him all day just to get an erection
Hey You
Things aren't what they seem
Makes no sense at all
Things aren't what they seem
Makes no sense at all
Goes out to cruise and to meet his connection
Hey You, Hey You
He never scores he just gets an infection
Hey You, Hey You
Dreams of a place with a better selection
Hey You, Hey You
Still it takes him all day just to get an erection
Hey You
Things aren't what they seem
Makes no sense at all
Things aren't what they seem
Makes no sense at all
Things aren't what they seem
Makes no sense at all
Things aren't what they seem
Luxemburger Queen
He's a Burger Queen
Slightly bemused by the total rejection
Hey You, Hey You
Came to this world by caesarean section
Hey You, Hey You
Dreams of a place with better selection
Hey you, Hey you
Dreams of a face that is pure perfection
Hey you, Hey you
Things aren't what they seem
Luxemburger Queen
Luxemburger Queen
Luxemburger Queen
He's a Burger Queen |
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| 08:36pm 21/11/2004 |
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mood: gloomy music: none
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bored bored.......dont wanna go to skewl.............. felicia jsut left for LA last nite no notice or anything she like got in a big fight with eric & jsut left......she siad shed be back by thanksgiving...but mom talked to her on the phone it doesnt sound like it...god i hope she'll be back in time for the show..... '-' |
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| 05:32pm 19/11/2004 |
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mood: moody music: none
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RAWR shit me,derrik,kristin,frankie & glen got introuble for ditching ; - ; i got 2 hours of detention & the fucking ladys like youve only gone 5 days to 4th period in the past month XD & shes like do u want to graduate & im like i kno im not lol & imlike ill work at a record store shes like forever & im like yah! i was hella chraking up! AHHAHAH hooh haah..no XD
sadie im sorry i wasnt there at lunch the stoopid bicth wouldent let me go eat!! BICTH!!!
we watched a party drung movie in health me & adrain were HELLA cracking up we knew WAY to many of those drungs AHHAHAHAH
OMG YAY I GET TO DO A REPORT ON BRIAN MOLKO!!!! |
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| 06:57pm 18/11/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: none
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yay just talked to woody!!! today was his first day at his new skewl, he said theres only 3 punks everyone else is a prep.he said he was gonna vist sometime before christams.. we said we loved each other & he had to go :)then skittles called & said he couldnt go to the HIM concert with me :( -cries- he said he was depressed :( i feel bad cuz i said i had to go cuz mom was yelling at me so ill call him later :)
we had the career fair today.. got kewl stuff then me, katie & julissa went to katies & played monopaly & watched the naked gun 2 1/2 OMFG it was funny then came home puy manikns together... |
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| 06:12pm 17/11/2004 |
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mood:  thirsty music: none lal alalalalal
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well taday was ok ;p smoked a few puffs of this cheep ass weed. & talked & chilled with frankie & karl :) then me & nate went & sat at blockbuster then walked to andrews house then chilled at katies & watched a manson video :) then frankie,matt & andrew left & me skittles & katie went to the thrift store & i stole a dress for katie than went home......mmmmm boring day.......
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| 07:38pm 16/11/2004 |
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mood:  full music: none
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; - ;i feel like cutting really bad.....
i need to go out & get stoned or drunk of sumthing.....
go chill with someone... |
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| 06:15pm 15/11/2004 |
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mood: pissed off music: none
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ok so i went home early today cuz i didnt feel good i threw up (again) during 3erd period im mean ive been barfing for the past 3 week & i just plain feel like crap..so ther nurse gave me this sheet to give to my dr. to see wats wrong with me & what the skelw can do to help. so i told my mom & shes like "no ur not going to the dr nothings wrong with you, no im not calling its a waste of time, no" i mean WHAT THE FUCK. so when im wlaking home tomorrow form skewl i see if the free clinic is open & if they are ill see if i can get a cheek up or whatever, mayby see about talking to a caonsalur. god when my day of pain ends im fucking writing "i HATE YOU MOM YOU KILLED ME" every were god i fucking hate her AHHHHHHHHH MOTHER FUCKER |
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